Okay. Journaling. A thing I do now, apparently. That I'm supposed to do, says Dr. McLaughlin. Seems like pop-psych crap if you ask me, the kind of narcissistic b.s. second-chancers are into, when they take a break from blaming "sleepers" like me for die-off, anyway. As though they have anything to recover from. What - the trauma of having other people save the world for you so you can criticize them for screwing it up in the first place? I mean, sorry I had to watch half the world drown while the other half died of thirst or famine! I don't know... McLaughlin says this kind of cynicism is common to folks my age, but if that's true, why aren't we talking to each other about it? Getting old just feels... lonely. No second chances for us.